I miss my friends terribly. There was so much laughter. And warmth. And love. I miss that. I miss feeling like I was part of the team.
I haven't found my place yet.
Looking back, did I realize how I lucky I was to have had that time with them? Was I appreciative of all that they brought to my life? Did I let them know how much they meant to me.
I want to have that feeling again. I fear it might not happen. Would I be able to accept that?
How do you ignore that voice in your head?